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The real end of 2015.
My end as a secondary student. I like my high school life although I am a prefect. I always break rule lol. High school life is always fun cause you have a brunch of friends,those who can crazy with you. Next year(probably is tomorrow lol) enter college(maybe?) will meet new people. I hope I can meet nice people. In my mum's opinion I have  lots of gang. I admit it but sometimes gangs dont make you become a better person lol. Anyways I cherish them cause they live my high school life. I hope our friendship can maintain. Yet I found that some people really disappear in my life after spm 😔 how sad?

Okay, should stop complaining and being grateful.
Thanks anyone who walk through my life.No matter you give me a lesson or you play with me.

2016 is a brand new year.
I hope people I love can stay happy and stay with me
and
people who left me I still hope you guys are happy in the year without me. 😊

x chen

班游2.0

班游2.0 成功!

第二年一起喝SF-ians两天一夜的生活。

今年呢 其实比去年乏味 因为主办方并没有妥善安排一切 更没有准备任何游戏活动!

所以下午基本上我就在打牌看戏吹水中渡过 后来晚上烧烤 再后来大半夜杀手游戏装逼照片和各种18禁话题 XD 隔天早晨 早餐一起看戏 结束回家。

很平淡的两天但是撇除那两gang 其余的大家都一直聚在一起玩闹 感情也升温了多少 

毕业后 其实并不确定还会不会再和班上其他同学见面 这一别可能就再也见不到了 

很庆幸我们班有这种增进感情的班游。

終

#spm2015终于成为历史了
这一个月的煎熬 也终于结束了
纵使考卷题目很怪 但我们都已经考了 就不在去想成绩这回事了吧 老天会帮你决定 :)

中学终于到了终点站。
重来没想过真的离开这校园的时间如此快
想当初还很抗拒上中学 现在却离开了
人就是要到了失去离开才会珍惜吧？
我到现在才发现自己对学校的每一草每一木都很舍不得
五年来的每件小事每个人我都不曾忘记 因为你们会成为我未来那回不去的曾经。

虽然很长气 但还是
谢谢每个你 #sf #bgst #笨笨笨 #鸟窝 #sa一小gangs #dostab #1A2 #2B2 #3A1
有缘再见

During spm

Heh I really should do my revision instead of update my blog.
Okay. I get murdered by Sejarah paper.
I think the main fact is I didnt memories MANY things and my KBAT skills is fail lol. I hope I can pass it cause I dont want retake in June. Yet I do really hope I could score an A in it cause my other subject are most suck.
English and Malay paper is properly still can do but I dont think I could get A in both subject lol.

// I looked back what I posted when I am facing PMR.
I found I am so confidence that I could score A in what subject but now. LOL.
Times changes result too.
My result in form1 is sooooo nice, all A and some B.Form2 too.
Then Form3 start to have C and I found I didnt get any A in my trial lol.
But luckily I end up with 7As.
Form4 and Form5 are my nightmare.
I never pass my AddMaths and Biology in this two year. I dont know why I really had work hard in both subject.
Now I got a little wish. I just hope I could get at least 7A in my spm so that I could get scholarship to continue my future studies.

Okay gotta end here and continue studying.

x chen

毕业快乐。

终于到了终点, 毕业了。
很多事情改变了 我们也变得世俗了
很多感情也随着时间改变了。
这或许是让我们先看清社会的现实吧?
还是要感慨一下
谢谢那么来了就不曾离开这么不优秀的我的你
也谢谢曾近在我中学生涯里扮演重要角色 却没有走到最后的你。
很多人很多事都在这五年里辗转反侧 毕业了就不责怪谁是谁非 因为我只想记住你们最初的美好。

再见 我相信我们还会再见。

Sept.

九月-我最喜爱的月份
原因很简单:我的生日在这个月份 好吧这个答案有点肤浅
真正喜欢上九月的原因是因为它是秋天 虽然我在的国家常年是夏 但每次看到四季的国家 总是会多留心秋天 秋天有离别的意思 但 我喜欢上的不是它带有的离别气息 而是 落叶纷飞的凄凉景色 虽然我不喜欢凄凉但我总就相信人始终都是孤独的 很多时候自己一个人真的也不错。

好吧说回来 九月是我的生日月份。
今年的生日落在预考是我年头就知道的事情 像我这种年纪的孩纸不外乎对自己的生日还是很注重的。当初一看自己生日落在预考就心想完了 不用庆祝了 大家预考鬼有空理你啊。
事实证明这猜测是对的。
生日当天 零零散散的几个人记得我生日就在学校和我说了
阿慧和咩韵也给我礼物了 其他人说之后吧...
后来 papa goh也给了他亲手煮的mashed potato
bgst也为我特地弄了个belated celebration
但 我还是不满足。
可能往年的生日过得太奢华太完美 今年的全部真的有点没什么
我觉得我就像被养刁的孩纸 很多人的生日也是很普通地过 而我却要求这个要求那个。
追根究底 我真正在乎的还是我那gang对我没有什么表示 嗯 我也不懂为什么我就是执着于他们要为我庆祝
那天大叔问我如果他们帮我办我会哭吗 我说可能会 大叔无奈说终究还是他们在你心中重要
我笑而不答。
其实 我也不知道哪来的自信 相信你们会给我补办 但现在看来9月都快结束了 那就算了吧
可能真的像银彩说的 从那件事后 整个gang就散了.
散了?
我问我自己 想想也是吧 我长年累月都是属于那个主办方 这次我不在 你们还是学不会主动 能怎样呢?

快要毕业了 我其实也不想这样哀怨地和你们这样下去。
我想开学我就好了 现在这个假期就给我好好沉淀一下对我们这gang的感情和概念吧.

x chen.

02 August

时间从来都不留情
不知不觉又到了8月 距离预考还有33天。
不尽让我想到失恋33天这部电影 科科
好吧 其实是刚好上网整理校训的稿 然后又看自己好久好久没上来更新了 所以就来了 哈哈。

嗯。
毕业季
最近最常做的事情就是写纪念册。
写纪念册嘛 真的很煽情 写着写着 许多回忆都油然而生 想笑想哭的都有
谢谢每个出现在我中学生涯里的每个你
不管你是不个是过客亦或者是那个陪我到最后的乘客
我都想附上我最真诚的感激。
因为你在我青涩的年纪里曾近挥了一道颜色
不管那道颜色是否已经落色 但 至少
                                                    你曾经帮我上色。

Mid Term Exam

Yes I am having exam this two week but why I online now?
It is because my sis switch on laptop and left it on table so hehehe :p
Tmr is having moral paper so I relak myself by watching Sudirman Cup.
Now is team Malaysia vs Team India.
Hope Chan Peng Soon and Goh Liu Ying can win it ! :)
Among all badminton player in team Malaysia.
I like Peng Soon and V-shem most.
They two are just the way too cute hahahaha.

Chan Peng Soon ! :D

V-shem is tho one on right hand side :)



Okay 发完花痴 time to offline and concentrate on the match !
byeeeee see you soon ! x

MAY

It's MAY now.
And I am having a 4-days-continuous-holiday due to Labour Day and Wesak Day. :)
Happy holiday people!

And yes,
Mid year exam is coming soon.
I hope I can make it well although I suck in my science subject and addmath.
Hope everything can running smoothly as I think.
This is just a short post as I still have lots of homework and revision to do.

Last but not least.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAVID BECKHAM !

I am your fan since 11 year old and yes I start to watch football because of youuuuu.
You r 40 now but you still very charming and hawwwwt!!!!!
How I wish to be your kid too hahahah. Anyway love u as always.
Love, chen.

APRIL.

四月了 感觉自己离大考越来越近 可是还是没有那个心去备考。
对于很多事情越来越累爱 不想再热脸贴冷屁股了 是时候学会放手了
之前是自己太固执 一直以为自己的主动会有回报 结果到头来只是一场空
该醒了 不是每个人都和你一样珍惜 很多时候只是自己的一厢情愿
也是时候你该好好努力读书 振作起来 难道你不知道人丑就该多读书吗
为了梦想和未来 努力吧。



It's a short post and I feel sorry to make you guys down too.
But I just cant. I am physical and mentally tired. :(

除夕快乐

感觉才开学不久现在就农历新年了!

所以 除夕快乐亲爱的大家! :)

不知道为什么越大越觉得新年变味了 没有以前这么期待这么开心这么兴奋了。

那天在微博看到了这么一句话:

"你觉得新年变味了 是因为你刚好夹在这个年龄层 你不是开开心心玩鞭炮拿红包的小孩 你也不是在厨房煮着食物等大家回来的大人 你只是个按着电话等红包的年轻人"

看了 其实有点感慨 好吧 我的确不是很喜欢新年 因为爸爸那边的亲戚总爱问一些烦人的问题...

虽然那些问题都是出自于关心 但是还是很可怕 TAT 

不管如何 新年是让大家一起团聚的日子所以新年快乐! :)

希望大家羊年喜气洋洋 身体健康 成绩考好 :D

FEBRUARYYYY

1st of Feb.

This is how time flies. January end like this.
I have not done anything which are productive except the birthday card for friends.
I am STILL not in the mood of study or do revision.
By the way,
Everyday struggling hard with add maths and math cause my teacher is so strict.
Other subject homework is still okay but my English teacher is a visual-smart person. She likes mind map so much ! Almost every homework need DRAW and CREATIVE. Although it was fun but it is so mahuan.

I sit at the third which count as front so I always dont know what is going on at the back.
Heard Shuyi said my classmate cried last Fri cause it is TOO MUCH homework given by math aka add maths teacher. She said she is so stress and cant tahan already. And I wonder izzit too much homework?
But I think it is still okay for me, I still can effort.  I think the reason is I came from first class and I already be used to life under pressure so I can stand for it. But the classmate was came from fifth class so she cant stand. Sometimes I really think that my class is too cute cause it combine all the best and all the worst together. We make fun make noise make miracle dislike each other but we still are in the same class aka family. I hope she can stand for it until the end of spm. :)

Friendship.
Errr I cried few day before because some stuff which related with friends. I think they dont know but I also wish that they dont know cause the reason is too silly. Yup I admit it. Sometimes I was too easy to cry just because a small thing. My tears is cheap. Anyway the thing was passed. I forgot it after I slept for whole afternoon. I am still the happy me in the next day ! :)

Family
It is still that. Too complicated to be say so.... skip it! :p

Lastly
CNY is around the corner. Hope to meet mum's side cousin soon! I miss Jasper the most he is too adorable and I kennot <3 ! In the other hand, exam will coming soooon ! First exam in form 5 huhuhu I think it is so scary TT  I think I am gonna prepared it soon TAT

I think it is enough. Byeee going to do my add maths! Goodnight!
Will be back soon x.

开学之后....

开学之后的日子真的很忙碌 感觉上每天的24小时都不够使用。
也许是到了大考年 老师给的功课多了 又或许是 因为上课时间延长了 所以每次感觉回家不久又要去补习了 补习完了 吃饭赶功课刷一下手机 就到了上床睡觉的时间 每天都这样重复着。
不只这样 感觉上班上的人也越来越努力了 空节也很少跑过位聊天了 多数都在自己的座位上和高数奋斗 有时候自己想偷懒一下可是看见身旁的人都这样 不自觉地也只好继续埋头苦干。
其实我并不排斥这样的自己 充满干劲充满希望充满努力 我很享受这样的自己。
为了今年的大考 我想我真的应该好好努力 家里的问题感觉是越发难解决了 未来读书的路 我想我还是靠自己拿奖学金好了 只要相信自己必定能的! Jaine老师也说了 你有本事做梦你就有本事完成它。
再来 感觉最近很少遇到其他班的你们
遇到了 也没话聊 我想是我变了吧 我变得不想这么主动去找你们 感觉去年太多的主动现在已经用尽 有点没力气了。大家追求的东西不一样但是又不爱说出口真的很累爱。希望大家可以好好的一起度过这看起来沧桑又恼人的大考年。



很多时候 其实我很脆弱 我很害怕长大 我觉得越长大这个世界越恐怖越难理解。
偶尔我真的只想一个人静静地隐身在没有人认识的国度里 带着单反享受。

2015.

This is the first post of 2015.
And yes I will turn into 17 sooooooooon.

The coming soon Monday will be our first school day.
Due to the flood at Kelantan and other state.
My form teacher said we should use this week to do revision yet I still always lay in my bed.
Somemore hang out 2 day for movie and sing k.
I am so lazy and nua TT
This will be the LAST crazy before school reopen?
Answer is NOPEEE.
Although this year have SPM but I will still enjoy my hectic life with some fun !

Okay I will stop here.
Due to my laptop is always in-a-bad-mood and I am lazy so will not update in a short time.
Sorry :)